Aih…seems like my “deep tots” got me into deep s**t again. I just said things that I shouldn’t have said and I know once words are said it will never ever be able to reset that! I wished I could be a little more reserve in words. There is also one thing I learnt about myself…I didn’t know I was such an energy-drainer. Sad to say but it did seems to be…maybe it’s time for me to think who this ‘me’ really is. Just since when I turned into this perfectly pesimist. Guess I was a little too stressed up these days simply finding excuses for self denial. Maybe I need some sweet stuff to switch on the happy me again. Care to offer something sweet anyone? haha….ya…crap~~~